Devotion

A warm cup of coffee in hand, with just a splash of cream, I sat down this morning and peered out the window at the world. The sun is shining, the birds are flying around, the airplanes white streaks break apart the blue blue sky and our little garden is growing like crazy! I can't even believe it. Life has been a little bit crazy lately, it seems like I am always saying that but its so true. Of course what point of life do you ever come to that isn't "crazy". 

Long story short I have been praying that God work on different areas of my life...patience, bigger faith, Christ like love for EVERYONE. That all to say that when I sat down to read my devotional for the morning God hit me right in between the eyes. God has a way of growing you into a better person through ways in which our selfish selves can't often see. Here is what my devotion said...

We do not know what we ought to pray for. (Romans 8:26)

Often it is simply the answers to our prayers that cause many of the difficulties in the Christian life. We pray for patience, and our Father sends demanding people our way who test us to the limit, "because..suffering produces perseverance" (Rom 5:3). We pray for a submissive spirit, and God sends suffering again, for we learn to be obedient in the same way Christ "learned obedience from what he suffered" (Heb 5:8)

We pray to be unselfish, and God gives us opportunities to sacrifice by placing other people's needs first and by laying down our lives for other believers. We pray for strength and humility, and "a messenger of Satan" (2 Cor 12:7) comes to torment us until we life on the ground pleading for it to be withdrawn.

We pray to the Lord, as His apostles did, saying,"Increase our faith!" (Luke 17:5). Then our money seems to take wings and fly away; our children become critically ill; an employee becomes careless, slow and wasteful; or some other new trial comes upon us, requiring more faith that we have ever before experienced.

We pray for a Christlike life that exhibits the humility of a lamb. Then we are asked to perform some lowly task, or we are unjustly accused and given no opportunity to explain, for "he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and...did not open his mouth" (Isa. 53:7).

We pray for gentleness and quickly face a storm of temptation to be harsh and irritable. We pray for quietness, and suddenly every nerve is stressed to its limit with tremendous tension so that we may learn that when He sends His peace, no one can disturb it.

We pray for love for others, and God sends unique suffering by sending people our way who are difficult to love and who say things that get on our nerves and tear at our heart. He does this because "love is patient, love is kind...It is not rude,...it is not easily angered....It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." (1 Cor 13:4-5, 7-8).

Yes we pray to be like Jesus, and God's answer is:"I have tested you in the furnace of affliction" (Isa. 48:10); "Will your courage endure or your hands be strong?" (Ezek. 22:14); "Can you drink the cup?" (Matt. 20:22).

The way to peace and victory is to accept every circumstance and every trial as being straight from the hand of our loving Father; to live "with him in the heavenly realms" (Eph 2:6), above the clouds, in the very presence of His throne; and to look down from glory on our circumstances as being lovingly and divinely appointed.

(Streams in the Desert by L.B.Cowman)